that was a long time bru nk update..hurm.bz sgt2 since become student ni..a lot to do in less time..arghh..stressi..workload ag.hua hua hua..ok turn to the main topic..ok my birthday last year wish is 365 seeking of love..omg..apa nk jd ni lg 27 day to go.but i still single..fening3.why ek?? because of me yg xtau nk cr love or kind of fobia dgn pengalaman2 yg lepas..act im a person yg never trust a guy..yes i admit that sgt sng suka kt org but jika nk mulakn tuh its really hard..im scare of kecewa..n aku ni jenis gile2 punya kecewa..know what had dump by nazmi mse form 5 dulu still rse.eventhrough nazmi dah jd kwn aku n he engage dah ni.but its still hurt me till now...n i never try again mcm aku suka.dkt nazmi 8 years ago..rse mcm tah la badi pon ade kut.bile nk brani2 blind date or.just bru nk knl.than i refuse to back off..undur diri..n one n only reason is im really afraid if i get a person like "him" yg really2 useless..no aku x snggup.meski pn aku redha but its hurting sgt when we look the person we love most yg byk sacrifice n dpt insan yg useless like "him" im always cry deep inside my heart everyday..but whatever it is redha is a good way..so mayb ade jodoh ade lah..dont know bile nk mulakn.yelah lot of estemm ade arr jugkkn sbb yelah bentuk fizikal yg tebal ni..hurm..but i pray to allah sllu supaya dia temukan aku jodoh yg baik..so when celebrate my 25 birthday nnt for sure im still single..owh..fening..
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